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Uniquely Me
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Uniquely Me So I am sitting here listening Otis Redding , letting my mild irritation fade away. Knowing I can not let myself get riled up I had a big long post almost finished and then all the d sudden it was just gone. Ugh! But I digress, that is not why I am coming on here. I have made a few wonderful friends here on the blogs. I greatly enjoy reading your blogs, and I know you enjoy reading mine as well. I want thank some of you for reaching out and being so supportive with my current health challenges. I will say that yes I have a heart issue, as well as lung. I also have advancing kidney disease and what I haven't said is that now they are suspecting possibly cancer. so we will be seeing what the tests, possibly biopsies may show. I know I do not have cancer, and if I do, I will overcome it. But this has really shaken me my core, wasn't expecting any of this except the kidney disease. I thought as long as I controlled my diabetes, all would be fine. It does make you take stock in your life, those you allow in it. How you will allow yourself to be treated, and that you matter too. I do matter too, and I deserve to be treated with dignity, respect and care. We are all here on this earth really a very fleeting amount of time. I can not ever complain about what happens because look at how many I have already survived. They have told numerous times that I wouldn't survive this or that, ,and yet here I am. I will overcome, smile, dance in the moonlight yet again. And I still have a huge bucket list of things I want experience both sexual and everyday life. I want be on a fishing boat on the ocean. I want see dolphins swimming along side of a boat. I want watch the sunset over the water in the arms of someone who really cares about me . Not just when it is convenient for them, but even when they have make a effort. I want them hold while I shed tears of being scared. I want create some master pieces and have at least one more gallery. I want there be some pieces of my heart and soul left on canvas long after I am gone. I want write some poetry, and express myself. I also want write some 's books and illustrate them of course. I want be made love , and then I want be ravaged. I want know that a man wanted practically consume me. That he really was into every bit of me, that he might weep a bit when I do depart this earth. I want to laugh, love, live to the very fullest. I want to have random dance parties. Now I cant shake it like I used to, but I still can do a sitting dance party. I am teaching myself how to make sushi of all different kinds. That is alot of fun, and I have renewed my love of growing things. I am working on my houseplants, minus the grow lights. I have enough natural light here that they will do well. I want to design a pant stand of a crescent moon with hooks to even hang a few plants from. One that bolts to the wall so eager dogs can not knock them over. I want to garden outside. Design beautiful flowering staggered beds, so something is always growing and blooming. A vertical sea of colors, shapes, and fragrances. I am reading alot of self esteem, self improvement books. Mind over matter, healthy eating to overcome the poisons in our bodies that are making us all so sic We as a nation are killing ourselves. So there you have it. I am recovering and have about every specialist there is from Nephrologist, Hematologist, Endocrinologist, Cardiologist, Pulmonologist, but we will figure out the puzzle of . Keep dancing, we only have this one life. And never beg for anyone's attention. Ann  *Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me* |
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Glad you accept that your only real choice is to go forward positively, or go forward negatively, and that you've selected the former. Best wishes. Those Volatile ThreeWays Reconnecting Black amp White, on HNW [post 3312759] My Private Blog - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets
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Very well articulated. Embrace the suck
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You are truly an inspiration with the greatest attitude and faith ! Take care 
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