A weird life
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Posted:Feb 24, 2009 2:27 pm
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2017 4:57 pm
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Here is a little blog about me.
For a couple of years some of you known me as bharr692002 then my account got deleted stayed away for few months till i decided to come back. One of the things I always had a problem was not going to the meet and greets, I never went because I was too shy. But, in the past year I made an effort to go to at least once meet so I went to one in July and had a good time. If you saw me there I was a not a lot interactive. I am getting better takes me a while to get out of my shell.
The reason I am posting this blog is to make a statement about me. My back past was good and bad. About 9 years ago I was a party hard kind of person I drank, smoked pot, and was a good time. But, one day my drinking got to me. I was at a friends house partying, I got so drunk I passed out. By the end of the party a "friend" got me up and started yelling at me. Then, it turned into me getting beaten and bloodied up. It was the worst night of my life, it turns out he wanted to kill me and damn near came close to doing it. I never told anyone in my family or friends what really happened. A few days after I was so destroyed and confused I tried to kill myself, but I couldn't go thru with it.
Few months passed and I was in school. learn a friend of mine committed suicide. Turns out the person who attacked me killed him and try to make look like suicide. Couple months went by when I was contacted by my old counselor called and asked if I wanted to testify. I accepted to do it. It was a hard decision but I went thru with it because everyone else was to afraid to do it. It was 2 years after my friend was killed when he was sentenced.
After that whole situation I went into a shut myself off from the world phase. I went thru depression and a lot of counseling. But the wild part of me was never the same. I swore off drinking after my attack, because I was never going to put myself in that situation again. But, apart of me became shy and quiet.
When I joined DateEtc - Dating For Ladies and Couples. I wanted to try new things and open my mind, but my shyness and cowardliness got in the way. But this past year I've finally came a little bit out of my shell and I hope my friends here can help me out. Because life is it a box of chocolates you never know what your going to get. Thanks for reading.
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