"Redemption"
 

Can a bad person, turn out to be good? Can a person redeem themselves? Maybe, I had a uncle who was a son of a bitch. He was abusive to my aunt, wasn't a good father. On some payday he would gamble his check and lose all his money , and my aunt wouldn't see him for several day. My aunt had to pay all the bills. My aunt must have really loved this man! She had four kids with him, and never filed for divorce. She was his rock when he was down and out, she always took him back when he left, and when he was sick she nursed him back to health. There was one time he admitted that he didn't deserve such a loving woman. Years later she died, and he inherited everything she owned, two cars, a little money and a house, along with the life insurance policy. Family members was upset, and thought he shouldn't have gotten anything. Later in years, my dad died. He was a good man, good father and everyone loved him. He was 6yrs younger than my uncle. I was upset, why would God take a good man and let a horrible man remain alive? I look at life as unfair, I was hurt. But as time passed by, my uncle started to change. He gave up drinking, cussing, and started to go to church once in a while. His child, my cousin moved in with him. He tried to reach out to the other children, but my oldest cousin refused to acknowledge him. His health start to deteriorate, so my cousin was there to take care of her dad. At times, I talked to other family members and they said he did 180 degree turned. I couldn't believe it, with in a year he died. Then I thought about it, my dad was a good man, and did all he had to do so god took him, and my uncle was spared and given a chance to redeem himself. It took much longer for my uncle, compared to my dad. So the question is? Can we be redeem? Maybe if we live long enough, we can!
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"Right or wrong".
Posted:Jul 15, 2019 6:39 pm
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2019 4:30 am
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Lots of times we have choices in life. Whatever choice we choose there is consequences. You do the right thing and most of the times you get good results, and if you do wrong there's a penalty. I'm not perfect, I had my shares of mishaps, but if I delieberly do wrong, I might feel bad.

There are some do wrong on a daily basics, and could give a damn they hurt or how other's feel. I don't judge, for we have a choice and they want the easy way . There are some take the short cut get what they need, they might do bad or illegal things. But they survive, but sometimes in the end, they get locked up and lose there freedom!

I know it suck work a 9 5, especially when you not fond of what you do. But your investing in yourself, and when you get old you get a check for life. There are many 's not looking ahead, they might say "Hell, I might not live be 62". So they hustle on the streets. But them, their wrong might seem like a right them. Some people can't work with others.

said, what wrong or right? Work all you life collect a check when your 65, or just live for the moment and whatever happen happens? Every has their own interpretation of right or wrong, I just do my idea of what's right.









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"What a friend suppose to do"?
Posted:Jul 13, 2019 9:40 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2019 7:10 pm
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What if you know that someone did dirt over the years and you have a friend that dating them. Would you tell them about their dirt? Y Many years ago there was a girl, I knew while I was in the military. She was cool and I seen her a round. She told me she was a . She had a no-good man, I guess he allow her to or maybe it was his idea?

A couple of years later, a new troop was stationed on the base. This per got to be a friend. He also lived in the same barracks as me. After several month he start dating a girl. Guess who? My lady friend from the past, who onced . When I seen her, she was shock I was still stationed here, and she told me she's not tricking any more and now she's a good woman.

He told me that he wanted to marry her, this was after 3 months of dating her. Marriage? Should I mention her past? My stupid ass, did just that! "What a friend suppose to do"? She was angry at me, for of course he said, "Drew said". But they got married anyway. He was abusive and always brought up her past. They both was miserable, and eventually got divorce.

After a year or so later, I met a girl. I fell in love. She already had two ren, and soon she was pregnant with mines. I had friend, that knew her, but no one said a word. I married her, and I found out she wasn't a good per. After over 6 years of marriage, I left her. One of my friend, came back to NM after getting out. I talked to him about divorcing her. He told me she was a !

This is why I divorced her. I ask, why didn't you tell me before I married her? I would had never married her! But later I realized, by not knowing, I got to be and see my every day, and part of my 's and grand ren lives. My is my only . If I moved on, maybe no family, and no other . Me telling my friend about his wife past destroyed, what might had been a good thing. "What a friend suppose to do"? Nothing! And mind your own business!









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"Opinions, views, ideas and intrepretations."
Posted:Jul 7, 2019 3:55 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2019 4:35 am
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We all have our opinions and views on things, something we believe in. If we write it or say it, someone might get offended. It might be hurtful the reader, but the writer, they might be just expression themselves. So when one thing is said or written, someone respond back of anger, then you create a feud! Both parties felt like they did no wrong. The per who said or wrote and the ones who got offended by their comments.

Words are a powerful thing! Cut like a Sword. Once said, it's hard take back. Years ago, I was in the military, we all was . There was a white guy, in my platoon that didn't like people of color. There was 5 of us of color, so we stuck together. He would say harsh words in a low tone. Two of us wanted to his ass, but the other 3 talked them of it. After 3 weeks, he came by and talked us. He said, his dad taught him this way of thinking and his grand father taught his dad too.

He though we was inferior. He apologized. I said, WOW! I knew that was a hard thing for him to do! Two week later we all move on. My point is to understand the per, talk to them and see why they think the way they think. You might be surprised. If you get offended, let them know. They might not know. We only human. We all have our opinions, views, ideas, interpretations on things, and once you see where a per is coming from ,you might be more sympathetic to their views.









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"Bad relationships and bad people in our lives".
Posted:Jul 5, 2019 5:18 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2019 4:57 pm
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We all had our share of toxic relations, and we got burned many times. This is life, and there are some bad people out there. They might cross your path and it seem like your on their radar! There was a g called "Everybody plays a fool". by the group Main Ingredients. But we move on.

Don't let no one bring you down or use you. think more of yourself, you deserve better! A one-sided love affair is empty, and would never work. We learn, but once in a while we got back for seconds, one day we just move on and don't look back. this is for the people who know what I'm talking about! These quotes couldn't say it any better!









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"Weekend humor"
Posted:Jul 5, 2019 11:48 am
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2019 9:47 am
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The 4th had came and went, but the weekend is now here! A little humor is a good way to start the weekend.









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"A good thing happen.......
Posted:Jul 5, 2019 6:47 am
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2019 6:51 pm
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This week, I left my brains at home. I came to work and I fucked up! A few times. I made Curly on the 3 Stooges look like a Genius. Only thing was missing was Moe beating my ass. I fucked up on simple things I do all the time. It was multiple things, I was going to be like a little bitch and in sick, like I did in the past. But I man up. Then I messed up again.

This happen when I don't attention to details, or get overwhelm. I start to stress and the worst happens. But! A good thing happen! I bid for another job. Hell, I haven't interviewed in 20 years, and they contacted me. They had a lot who applied, but I was 1 out of 5 who got an interview. Not sure if I'm going to get the job. I felted good about the interview, and it gave me hope.

Now, when I retire, and if I interview for another job, I won't be nervous or stressed. I got this! My whole outlook changed and tomorrow is a holiday and a long weekend is ahead. My few mishap had be resolved. I need to focus. Now with my confidence, I'm looking forward to one day moving on. Whether here or retirement, life is good! A good thing happened on a bad week!









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Today is "Sexday".
Posted:Jun 30, 2019 11:14 am
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2019 3:47 am
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Sex is an awesome thing. We all love it. So today is "Sexday". Have fun, enjoy and go out with a bang!









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Communicate, communication.
Posted:Jun 30, 2019 7:11 am
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2019 3:59 am
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Communication is a key to express yourself. How could had Adam and Eve expressed their selves without it? One thing about communication, you can express yourself without saying a word! The Caveman communicate with carving on stone to get their message out. They would let you know there's a Dinosaur outside and waiting on your ass, to have you on the menu. Drawing is a great way to communicate! Artists does it all the time. Also anything visual is a good source too.

Growing up, our parents communicate by the expression on their face, you knew if you was going to get a ass whipping. Today when are attracted to someone, just use our eyes and stare, and women would lick their lips to catch your attention. A baby communicate by crying to let you know they are hungry or need a diaper change. Musician communicate with their music. I love Jazz and a lot of it is instrumental.

You can listen to the mood of the music and tell what state of mind the musician was in when he composed the g. I know a guy at work, who always get great jobs, many he's not qualified, but an awesome interviewer. Even on here, many of us communicate daily, by writing blogs of commenting on someone's else's blogs. This is an awesome way to communicate! The power of the pen, They say "The pen is mightier than the sword"!

By communication, and to communicate, I got to know some great bloggers, great poets, erotic writers and much more! I also established some great viewer on my blogs. I want to say thanks! I appreciate you viewing and the honest feedback! We might not ever meet, but as long there's a way to communicate, let's keep our communication going!









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"I lost my ass"!
Posted:Jun 26, 2019 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2019 5:09 pm
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This is something you say, when you go the Casino and lose tons of . You get home, and your lady would say. Did you win? You her and then say these words. "I lost my ass"! I been the Casino and , believe , it suck when your not a winner. But what talking about it's not about the Casino or ! Well start, I gained some weight and I don't recognize the man in the mirror.

The man in the mirror has the features, but this guy has a few pounds and overweight. He favors me a lot. What happen the slender, good looking guy, I once saw in the mirror? But the worst thing, I now have a gut, my pant sag like of them hip-hop rappers, and not a rapper. There was a lady I knew from the past. Like old times, we got together have some wild buck-naked sex!

After we had sex, I decided to get of bed. As I was walking away, she said these words me. She said, "Drew'! You lost your ass! I said ,"What"? She said it again. You lost your ass! I looked in the mirror and I lost 30% of my ass, and gain 40% of stomach. I need to exercise and lost my gut. No jogging but squats, I have no choice! I now have do squats, why? Because, "I lost my ass!









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"Think".
Posted:Jun 23, 2019 10:07 am
Last Updated:Jun 25, 2019 4:32 am
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We are a prodigy of our thoughts, our day is determined by our thoughts. If I think sadly, my day wouldn't be productive. I think all the time, hell "I'm a daydream believer." I'm thinking right now, but thinking positive instead of negative make a big difference on how you are perceived by others. I think big, but if nothing comes out of it. It would just be a "Thought".

Thinking is a good thing, I wake up at night, for what's on my mind. I have some dreams and idea about my future. So what my strategy , I got to "Think" on one.









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"Look at all that ass"!
Posted:Jun 23, 2019 2:44 am
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2019 8:39 am
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Women, are awesome. We love you! I'm not going to lie, I love big butts, what can I say. For everyone else who like big booties, checkout that blog. And you'll say the same words I said, Look at all that ass!









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....maybe it's their passion
Posted:Jun 22, 2019 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Jun 25, 2019 5:35 pm
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At work there are many who are dedicated and very loyal to the job and company, and they expect you to be too! If your not your going to get an earful, and your not going to be on their top 10 list. Everybody work different, there are a few older worker, who just don't work as hard. If you given an assignment and the per who did it previous was a dedicated worker and you don't do it as good as them. You going to catch hell!

They will criticize you, and ask management, why aren't you doing more. Or why haven't you accomplish task quicker. You would think, they paying you out their pockets! Don't let there be OT, if there OT and you refused to do it, or better yet call in sick. They can make work a hostile environment. You might think they are bad people, but believe or not, they not! To you, it might just be an 8 hour job.

You might think they crazy or obsessed. You might say, "It just a job"! It's just a job, but to them it's more. Maybe you valued someone else outside of work. They might called your dreams a "Pipe dream", because at work your not on the same page as them. I have a friend, who's passion is sex, he try to get all he can. But to him, he's not wrong, that his passion.

But at work, they get mad and snitch. Just a job? No! It's so much more than that to them. They actual love it. And you never know, maybe it's their passion?









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"I chose good"!
Posted:Jun 22, 2019 12:16 pm
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2019 11:08 am
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In this world there is good and evil. Someone must the good, while someone else might choose be the villain. I grew up with a bad gene and I was destine be the villain for I was angry. No rea why I was angry, but it was in my blood. But like Jekyll and Hyde, at times there was some good in me. When I was bad, I could get my ass whipped and didn't feel no pain.

Later, I grew up in a bad environment, where there's was domestic violence, thief's, and I see a murder at a young age, was this my blue print? But as always, wanted be notice, the Joker came . The are 3 censorious, that convinced me chose good or evil. at 9 years old witness a death. Wrong place at the wrong time. There was a man named, Mr. Fisher. He drove a cab.

Everyone knew the Fisher had debt and a gambling problem. One day, they someone collect, and on that day. Mr. Fisher paid his debt with his life! A second situation. I was almost , my mom took my siblings and me to New York for a family reunion. We all was at my grand ma, and hang with the next store, he told me his dad had a gun. For his dad was a cop. he brought back the gun, and told me it's empty.

So, I was some rea mad at my mom, so I aim the gun at her. My uncle saw me and took the gun, guess what. The gun was loaded, for years, I had nightmare about my future if the gun would had went off, and sometimes now. Very scary! The last situation, "The psychopath"! There was my age, his parents and mines was friends. He told me he was going to kill me. What was sad he was serious!

A few years later at a football game, we cross path. No audiences just him and I.I froze. As he was coming I saw my life passed before me. We fought, I died! As he was coming someone came and distracted him, and I escaped. I felted like I got a second chance, for I was slayed. I knew I got be good, for in all 3 situation, it could had be worst! Before the age of , I decided and "I chose good"!









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