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Daddy's weekend visit
Posted:Oct 10, 2020 9:32 pm
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2020 10:03 pm
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This past weekend was amazing! As y'all know, my daddy came to visit me. We had been planning his trip since I went to go visit him in July. I'm so happy that he was able to get off work and visit me for a couple days; I really miss him though.. We are tentatively planning on me coming to visit him at his new place in Texas. We're thinking either in December or January, but it depends on if my schooling remains online or if I have to attend classes in person. I'm really hoping that classes remain online because my birthday is in January, and I'd like to go out with my owner and celebrate my 21st birthday with him. I'd like to go to bars and flirt with all the guys there in front of my owner.

I'm really glad that my daddy came to visit because we were finally able to play the way we wanted. By this, I mean, I've always wanted to just be in the moment sitting next to my owner while he watches TV, does work, plays video games, etc. I've always wanted to just be there and be given attention to when my owner wanted - you know, like a pet. We finally had the opportunity to play like that, and it made me very happy. I really love being owned. This one instance during the Packers game. I was watching the game while sitting between his legs. He kept his hand on my head and would play with my hair, lean over and give me kisses, etc.- he never stopped touching me. I was loving every minute of it. It honestly was pretty difficult to pay attention to the game because of how much I enjoyed being touched by him. It was amazing. He also fed me one night! Made me so so happy. Being fed is another type of play that I've wanted to do for a while now. I really do have the best owner I could ever ask for. He's so kind to me.

I'd like to say thank you to everyone who tuned-in to the broadcast my owner and I did Monday night/Tuesday morning. It was our first time, and I was a little nervous. I honestly thought that much more went into camming, but I was wrong. It was super chill and easy- I felt relaxed after a while. We had ~400 views combined from my stream and his. Also, the amount you guys tipped me is incredible! You guys really like me, huh?

If you have any camming suggestions, please, leave a comment. I plan on camming by myself for a while since my daddy is back home and all. I just don't know if doing homework on cam is socially acceptable or not..

Thank you for everything!

Edit: Why the FUCK are the words "to" "me" and "play" being deleted from this post? It's pissing me off!
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Life update, baby
Posted:Sep 20, 2020 8:51 pm
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2020 4:51 pm
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Okay, I know, I've been gone for quite a while. The last time I was on here, someone was being disrespectful my owner and I. I didn't want deal with that.

I've recently bought myself a new computer. It's a Microsoft Surface Pro. I really like it. It's super cute. The camera here is also really nice quality- which means better for.. you know. Not gunna lie, but I've been looking into being a cam girl. I kind of want to give it a try but I don't know where to look. Plus, I'm really camera shy at times. Anyways, I bought the computer for school because I really needed an upgrade. My old Chromebook was struggling to run and connect to my classes last semester- I didn't think it would make it through the new school year. So far so good!

Speaking of school, the homework I'm assigned for my classes are far below what I thought I would have. I can basically finish up my school work (watching lectures and doing homework) by Wednesday afternoon (after my video class meetings). It's honestly so easy that it's annoying me. All classes that I'm taking are government classes (I'm a Chinese language and government double major for those that don't know). Every past government class I've taken has always been a reading intensive class. I get that the professors don't want overwhelm students with too much class work. but come , I get so bored with how much reading I don't have do. It's strange. Since I have a lot of free time, I've been working more.. and progressing in Candy Crush levels oops.

My home situation has gotten slightly better. My brother has started take the trash out and do the dishes without being told to. The most recent thing that's been annoying , though, is that my ma's intelligence level seems flip when she's around my brother. My mother is super smart. She has her Master's degree in special need education and has passed calculous 3. She is smart! But for some reason, when she's with my brother she asks obvious questions and even asks how do something she already knows how do. We went sushi tonight. She knows what her usual is, she knows what my usual is, but still proceeded to ask what she usually gets, ask my brother what she should get, and act like she doesn't already know how do things by herself. It's so annoying. It honestly ruined my mood completely. I just wanted go home.. I didn't even finish my meal because of how upset my ma's behavior made me feel.

Okay, onto some more good updates. I may be studying abroad in Northern Ireland next year in the fall. I had plans to go to Ireland in the spring on 2021, but I don't see the border opening up anytime soon so I had to take that loss. I'm super excited to go. It's a government orientated program. I really hope I'm able to go next year.

One last thing, I promise. My owner will be traveling up to me in two weeks to visit. He's only going to be up here for 2/3 days, though- which sucks. I wish he could stay longer, but he's going through some major life changes right now so I'm happy with what I got and what he's able to do. He swears that we're going to leave the hotel room and go out to do things, but I'm not too certain about that.

Thank you for reading this. I appreciate all of you that care about my life.
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Updates on my older brother
Posted:Aug 25, 2020 2:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2020 11:37 pm
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I really appreciate everyone who read, commented, and even messaged me for updates regarding my living situation with my older brother. You all make me feel so loved. Thank you.

Now for the updates! The situation hasn't gotten any better; it's actually getting a bit worse. My brother constantly drinks coffee. He goes through a large tub of Folgers in a week or a little over. It's absolutely disgusting. Well, he ran out of coffee three days ago and threw a fit because no one bought more coffee when he's the only one who drinks it and would've known that he was running out of it. He yelled at my ma. When she told him that she would run to the store and get some right then and there he flipped script and said things like "no, you don't have to" or "I guess I'll go without coffee for today *sigh*." He complains that no one helps him but then when someone offers to do something for him, he acts like it was never a problem in the first place. It's so freaking annoying!

Today, I had an OBGYN appointment at 8am. I got up at 7 am to get ready- duh. While I was getting ready, he was screaming about something in his room. I didn't care so I didn't go and talk to him. Now, fast forward to around 1 pm when I wake up from passing out after my appointment. He's awake and complaining about everything. He's giving my ma shit for not taking the trash out after throwing some rotten food away the day prior. Someone commented on my last blog talking about how even though I'm a sub, I still need to assert my dominance and not let him bully me or push me around. Trust me, I do not let that happen. I fight- hard. I talk back to my dom sometimes, too. Anyways, I yelled back at him saying that he could've done it and asked him why he didn't. He blew back up at me and yelled "oh, I don't know!" back at me. He didn't even answer me or give a justification for why he chose not to throw it out. (For context, he plays videogames all night.. he keeps me up the nights I don't work with how loud he is.) Now, let's fast forward maybe 30 minutes later. He just got out of the shower. He's knocking things over and yelling. It honestly sounds like he fell. My ma goes and asks if he's alright and if he needs help. He yells at her (for no freaking reason), screaming that he's in so much pain. I yelled back at him saying "how were we supposed to know that you're in so much pain?" and he yelled at me saying that I should've been listening when he yelled at my ma earlier about his foot pain. (For context, I was passed out still.)

My brother has major anger issues. He believes that his anger is justified when he's in pain. He doesn't know how to calmly do about dealing with pain. I got an IUD today at my OBGYN appointment. It hurt so much because I've never experienced menstrual cramping before. How did I deal with the pain? I breathed, I cried out in pain when necessary. That's it. It's the same way I deal with any pain I encounter. I can't come to understand how he comes to believe that his way of showing emotion (let's be honest- anger is the only emotion he has) is through anger and lashing out at everyone.

I have more to talk about, but I'll leave it at this for now. Thank you to anyone who reads this and gives me advice. I do plan on moving out eventually, but that can only happen once I'm finished with college. Plus, there's more drama and complication to come along with that..

This post got denied and I don't know why.. apparently there are hate, , or weapons in this post.
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My older brother is back home..
Posted:Aug 12, 2020 6:16 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2020 3:11 pm
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So! I live at home with my family. Usually, it's just my younger brother, my ma, and I, but yesterday my older brother called my ma and told her that he was on his way up.. to stay for good or until he finds a job and can support himself. I am SO pissed. He doesn't know how to take a joke or even vibe. He has severe anger issues and occasionally punches walls. He gets angry with me for the news sources I pay attention to. He gets angry with me because I enjoy knitting/crocheting and joke about how "housewife material" I am because I enjoy cooking and cleaning the dishes. My only means of escape from him are when I go to work.

I honestly don't know what to do anymore. He's turned the house into a mess. (side note: I'm also the only one who cleans the house and regularly vacuums.) There is trash everywhere! He's even turned my cat's play area into a trash pile/ storage area. (side note: she got her revenge [@anonymous_guy_99 lol] by puking all around his stuff).

I'd go out more to get away from him, but my bank account cannot handle that so I guess I'm stuck for now.
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Birthday gift ideas
Posted:Jul 27, 2020 2:46 pm
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2020 8:26 am
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My daddy's birthday is coming up very soon and I wanna get him something special, but I don't know what. Any suggestions would be so helpful!
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